From the start

OK.
If you're reading this _i guess You want to know everything from the scratch.
okay...
here's how the summer went down:
everything was just ducky i hung out with my friends, got in my first relationship,,, all in all it was the best summer in my life. until the end.
once school started we all drifted apart, i was half glad because the guy i was "going with"z sisters (my "best friends) were driving me up a wall.
Why?
well, i'm rebbellious. they're controlling. i don't like that.
so here's where the REAL stuff began:
my "best friends" bf i'll call him "J"
well J broke up with "M" and she ran around telling everyone to stay away from hiim, so did her sister "Li"
so i was talking to J and Li came up, dragging me away by my wrists. shes younger than me and way less mature... So i told her to lay off, she didn't, and kept pulling me. Causing bruises galore.
After a bit i got REALLY PISSED cause i had this punk acting older than me and pulling me around. So, i slapped her.
She told her family i did it for no reason.
She's full of shit.
but anyways...
the next sunday i was shunned by the entire family and Li told all my other friends to stay away from me. Apparently i'm evil.

my mom called their mom.
she straightened everything out..
Except since then.
i haven't talked a WORD to the one i love "N"
now, how would you deal with this?
it'd be hard, huah?
Well... trust me it is. and very annoying too...
Now that i caught you up i shall leave you.
LOL!
But don't worry I'll be back on either wednesday night or thursday.
:)
see u then.
Peace
-cecille [you're good old drama filled girl]